Thoughts of a Sprite

Friday, August 05, 2005

sooooooo sleeeeepppyyyy......

<-- Me today... except my phone is a little more updated, and my desk is definately more organized.

So like I said, I usually take the day before my final off to study, but this week I could not, due to the supervisor being out of the office. This place will not run if at least one of us is not here. So, though I could not take the day, I was allowed to leave an hour and a half early. Headed home to change, and straight to Ruth's. We studied from about 1545 to 0330 (345 pm - 330 am had to make up for lost time). I went home, studied till 0430, and hit the sack for an hour, got up at 6, got ready met Ruth at school, and studied some more. Now for the good news.

I OWNED that test. I was flying through it, not only could I identify the right answers, I knew why the other options were wrong. I was 100% sure on all but about 4, and for those, I was able to reason through, and figure out which ones did not apply, using process of elimination come up with the right answer. This is the first time this semester, I walked out of that classroom with that confident, I got an A feeling. (the one I am so very used to having) But damn, I studied all weekend (literally) last weekend, every night this week, and ALL night last night. More than anything, I really needed it to help pull my grade up. I have lost my 4.0, I am almost sure, so I am trying not to stress this too much. I have already made up my mind that I pulled it down, so if by some miracle, of ass kissing, and curving, I get an A, It is a reward, not expected... In all reality I am heart broken... 3 years of sweat and tears down the tubes over a stupid bio class. But I digress... I will find out Monday *Moment of truth*

Funny observations/ and insights I have made lately:

So - I found out that diet pepsi is not so bad... I don't drink pepsi, I am a Coke a Cola fanatic... but diet coke is nasty... Diet Pepsi, not bought on purpose, is not that bad. Well it could be that or the simple fact that I am so tired, that anything with caffine tastes good. So tired, I bought the wrong bottle, but it is not bad...

My dryer lint is a very light purple. I am not sure why, I mean I did not dry anything purple in my last two loads but there you have it. Don't get me wrong, I do wear a lot of purple, but not these last few loads... how strange.

Alot of people think that the grass is greener on the other side, I say it is just b/c they are not close enough to see the weeds. How often we take for granted what we have right in front of us.
I am not a very good loaner. Nor am I a very good large group of people er... I am somewhere in between. I do not mind socializing, like some I know (won't mention any names, because Larry you know who you are,) but large crowds of people make me nervous, or edgy...

Most families are disfunctional. I heard someone say the other day, that they were cursed with a functional family, so they had nothing interesting to talk about... please see the grass is always greener on the other side comment.

Some people thrive on drama. Though I have my fair share of it, I don't like it, and I did not ask for it, but I deal with it as it is dealt to me. What does not kill me, makes me stronger.

I am a perfectionist/ OCD in some regards, and I think this adds to my charecter. I do not see it as a bad thing. Structure helps keep things in order, and order just makes sense. If it is not broke, don't fix it. Aside from that, it seems to amuse other people... *scratches head*

Okay enuogh insite... I think I am deleriously tired right now. I don't think we are ever going to get the last blood stone. Only one more medallion round, leading to one more bonus round, and we can get into the cavern... (I was going to go through a lot of detail, but 90% of you probably don't play Champions Return to Arms, so I will spare you) anywho it is most frusterating, and I think I am going through withdraws... been a couple of weeks since I played any serious PS2...

I still plan on vegging this weekend. I will do nothing tonight, maybe watch Into the West Episode 6, and maybe play the game. AND sleep. ahhhhh sleep. Ruth wants me to stop by to see her new apartment, so I will make a pit stop on the way home, and then it is into the comfy sweats and tank top, grab the down throw, and pillow, and to the couch I head.

Well folks, I have rambled on for probably too long, and am not sure if any of it was coherent. I will blog you later! Yall have a safe weekend, and I will catch you on the flip side! (please ignore mispelled words, way too tired to run spell check)

shes_a_sprite @ 3:51 PM.

1 comments

Rachel said...

Congrats on your final! :) It feels good to work hard and have it all be worth it.

10:04 PM